Times have been testing lately. I have been called to lean more on others. This has felt as foreign territory. I am most used to being the one to hold another. This is the position I was well molded into growing up. In taking on a caregiving role early on for my mother, who had a lot of fire but also a debilitating lung disease and bipolar disorder–this was just the way. My mother would be the first being who I would learn how to hold in all of someone’s impossible complexities yet brilliance. It has then felt very strange and uncomfortable at times to be called into a position to be held more these days. It has also felt inspiring.
The messages, calls, random drop-ins by soul family– they all have been a soothing whisper to my heart that says, “Listen to life. Life is here already and yet there is more to come. There is endless love here for you. I see you. I am you. Be and try again.” This upcoming month brings my birthday and a clearing revival I have been led to commit myself to. I will be beginning a detox cleansing regimen and choosing in new kinds of ways some personal re-centerings and a committed focus this April in showing up for life. While this may not all be a walk in the park, we also reach that stage (yet again) that we trust the next step on that crossroad must be easier than what always has been. The reflections have been seen, held, negotiated with and listened to. Now is the time that calls for integrating towards a more whole and healthier state of being that I have desired to create for myself and as a vessel to connect others in life work. I am grateful to the soul reminders from the soul family who are so in tune and feel another’s call– whether over oceans or over roadsides. It reminds me to never lose sight in the power of each of us.
God speaks through people.
God speaks to others through us.
May we recognize and be inspired at the promise for more life that we can behold for ourselves and to those in our lives.
I send love to all who may be reviving your own minds, bodies and hearts at this time. We will see each other on the other side.